I love my Work.. Especially when it’s sunny wheatear and 33degrees in the shadow. The pool is newly filled up with Sea Water, lovely 24degrees.
Some days are hard at work!!
BUT
This is what makes the different:)
To be able to relax in the sun or the pool during lunch time..
Ciao from a happy sailor!
Well it’s not a new haircut but an updated version:)
Today it’s less then 3weeks to crew-change.
I’m training really hard everyday now, it was time to get Fit before the summers Fun Fun Fun.
I’m really trying to cope with the break-up but it’s really hard.
I have never felt so betrayed and sad before. But there is just so much you can take before you just have to move on.
I felt I did not got 100% back in my relationship.
To bad really, Steph is a lovely girl.
Im heading towards an unknown future
Ciao from South East Asia
For those of you who think this is too private to post. STOP reading.
My good friend in Helsingborg just told me that Stephany have sent sms to him throughout this week. Even though this week has been really caotic for us. Several night; I did not know WHERE Stephany was sleeping. She decide to visit some friends in Stockholm and when I asked her where she will be sleeping. She said (That I’m to controlling asking this and she dont have to answer)
WHAT ???
I have tried to talk to her over the phone because I’m crazy in love with her. But we always end up fighting and she stops answering the phone or texting. So several more nights went by without me knowing where she sleept and if any more people was sleeping there.
Later she told me she had been sleeping in her old apartment that a guy is renting from her ( one of her best friends ).
I called Stephany up this Friday, being REALLY sad in the phone. She answered that I should NOT disturb her and that she was to busy to talk.
I was really sad when calling.
That was to much for me: I called her up again and said it was finished. I cant have a girlfriend who dont want to share her life with me.
I wanted her to be happy when I called, I wanted to be the first she spoke to about good & bad news. I wanted to share our lives together.
Also: Not telling your partner where you are going to sleep and with who else is going to be there is disrespectful.
I always try and put myself in my partners position. If I was going to sleep over at a friends place: I would automatically tell her about it and explane the situation.
Who everybody was and so on, so she could feel safe.
BUT when I found out that she’s talking to my friends instead of calling and talking to me, that is sick!
She has been in contact with my friend Martin saying she cant get hold of me, She is the one dont answering most of my sms or calls.
In addition, I bought a gift for her:
Painter stafli and mirror, this, I asked her to pick up for 2w ago when she had a visit from a friend from Stockholm.
This was last Friday 2 weeks ago (10th of may). Steph and her girlfriend spent the night in Copenhagen and she did not tell me this until I called her at 00:30 at night and she was still there. Then she said she is staying in Copenhagen at some strangers home.
I asked her again on Sunday to please pick up the things I bought for her due to that you need to pay a penalty fee of 100kr per day if not picking them up.
Instead she leaves to Stockholm with her friend and Now she was going to sleep at different friends the next 2weeks she said.
She ended up sleeping quite a lot at her old apartment: she says.
Always when she is whit her friends she changes drastic. Then there is not so important to answer my calls or sms.
This is totally over now: I’m going to be devastated, just as I have been every night the past 2 weeks here on the other side of the world.
I want someone who is happy when I call, a person who will share their news with me first. I want to be the person that is closest to her. BUT this was not an reality.
She says all the time: She wants to live a free life.
I tried to give her everything, ALL my love and all my heart.
I have NEVER ever felt so disappointed and hurt.
Bye Steph.
Time for us to move on.
Hope you can share more of yourself to the next guy you meet.
Today it’s only 3.5weeks until I get off my shift.
Normally ( the past 10 years ) I have been traveling the world. Exploring and trying out new things.
Since a few years back I started to have a ”home / base” in Sweden BUT I would only go back there during Summer times.
Stockholm has been my playground the past years and it have been some of the best times of my life.
A few weeks ago I moved back ”home” to where I grow up – Helsingborg, South of Sweden and very close to Denmark.
This is the Apartment in Helsingborg, Sweden
I really like this Apartment:
Its 140kvm big with many special features like: Sauna, Italian design kitchen, two floor entrance, balcony, 20kvm window that can be opened by a remote control. Also all lights is of course controlled by a remote control.
Sweden (Scandinavia) is probably the best place to be during summer time – I ABSOLUTELY love it..
When going back to Sweden: It’s always FUN to use the Toys:
Car: Mercedes Benz SLK 55 AMG ”Year 2009″
Boat: Sea Ray Sundancer 260 ”Year 1999″
Motorhome: Burstner Elegance 890i ”Year 2012, june”
Here is my SLK 55 AMG – 0-100km/h or 0-60mph in 4.3sek
Here is my Motorhome – Burstner Elegance 890i, New bought in June 2012
Scandinavia’s most luxury motor home – I’m renting this out @ www.HyrLyx.se
Here is my Boat – This one is quite old but has been acting as a:
Party Boat (click on the link to see movies)
After 2 years of Partying this boat is currently being totaly renovated
Sea Ray 260 Sundancer ”1999″ V8 Mercury Engine
To rent this boat – Klick HERE
As I mentioned before: This boat has been a Party Boat
Here is some videos from the past two years
( Now it’s been renovated and are in VERY good condition )
Third day in a row – Training.
ROM was not built on a day; I usually say.
I have a long way to go but if I keep on doing this the next 3.5weeks at work.
Then I might be FIT.
Today training was dedicated to long time training and Fun.
( Thursday was 45min hard Muay Thai )
( Friday was 60min hard weight training. Focus on strength endurance and explosive strength )
( Today was 120min of Basketball, Vollyball, Muay Thai and some weights, A lot of Fun )
Now it’s time for food and try and get to need in the few hours.
It’s 22:00 here in Japan now:)
Soon, Im starting to go out in the sun at lunchtime also. That will give me a nice color:)
What else to do when away from civilization ! Work, Train and sleep.
It’s actually hard to work like this sometimes. Totally isolated from the world. Well, luckily we have Internet and phones:)
And the best Gym ever:)
again; ROM was not built on a day. I have 5-8kg to loose before being satisfied. Or transfer some fat to muscles. 
My goal this trip onboard..
I want to show how progress can look like, therefor these pictures.
This is my third training session this week after several months of no or very little training.
Now I want to show that even if you work 12-13hours every day, You can still make time for training and progress.
I have 4weeks left to prove it:)
Ciao from Japan
I cant handle being treated like this !
I hope you will live a great life and find your way threw life.
I have never loved anybody liked you, but I cant handle this any more.
Good bye
Yes, I know I need to loose 5-10kg.
This picture above is for my own motivation. Taken before today’s Muay Thai training at the gym.
I will try and train a lot even if I work quite a lot also:)
I have to manage:)
I feel good when training and the past days has been very hard for me.
Have just finished evening snack and will go to bed now. I have to get up for work in 5-6hours.
This is my Buddha tattoo!!
Made by my friend Bu at Siam Tattoo in Koh Tao, Thailand.
All done by hand with a bamboo stick!
It represent Buddha, while being protected by The Naga (7 headed snake) in a Storm.
There is an Buddhist saying that The Naga ( 7 headed serpent ) was evil.
There was to become an fight between the almighty Buddha and The Naga.
The loser had to be the others servant.
Buddha; won due of his goodness and this tattoo represent:
The Naga protecting Buddha in a storm
( if you look really close, then you can see all the details of the seven serpant ( snake ) heads, covering Buddha while he is sitting on the snake body.
The idea was to honor Buddha due to all my time spent in Thailand
It was also very important that you could Not see the whole picture from distance. You need to be very up close to see all details.
I’m not religious but Buddhism is one of the religions that make most sense.
One thing is for sure – I love South East Asia.
This will be my home again.
This is the Ship I have been part of building. Ramfrom TITAN
I’m Chief Electrician onboard and has been working as a sight team supervisor of the electrical installations.
This is the Widest Ship in the world, with it’s 70meter.
The ship is a Seismic Survey Ship – We are doing geological surveys of the segments below the sea bottom to fin Oil and Gas.
Working World Wide.
